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My poetry is where I'm most vulnerable. Respectfully, whatever you feel these mean, please don't make any conclusions, nor will I necessarily feel like explaining any of them. Still, if you're curious enough to ask, feel free to, just understand that some of these works' meanings I want to keep to myself and I reserve the right to not explain any <3.

Part of a failed series of poetry during a tough time

First thought: If it were possible I would truly wish to give her anything. I can’t say for sure what determines any kind of relationship, yet I have an inkling that the desire to entirely devote yourself to someone is at least somewhat indicative of romantic feelings. That on its own is, if anything, cute. The problem then lies in the fact that she has herself devoted to someone else. I wish to do so much for her. But her wishes directly contradict that very wish. Once she was asked what she wants to do after school. She put her answer quite simply, without much hesitation, “To marry my girlfriend.” I could do so much for her. But her dream isn’t something I could ever have any hand in, nor something I could ever encourage her towards with the feelings I do. It would practically be handing her away. Throwing away one of my dreams for the sake of hers. It sounds romantic said like that. I may just feel pleased so long as she’s happy. And her girlfriend makes her that.

08/06/2026

There's a tall girl in love
There's a guilty girl who fell out
There's a boy, young, burnt out
There's a man fatigued, youth and age
There's a kid neglected
There's a guilty-ridden pet afraid of neglect
There's a star
There's a man so divine
There's a man afraid not to be
There's a [ ] afraid of death:
I'm a god, you can't kill a god!

All on display as a
loving, guilty, divinity