im elliot, a fat plural enby lesbian, also an ageless being (i forgor my age)!

where do i even begin sob sob. if you read my manifesto you would be vaguely aware that i dont really know whats going on with me. hence im not sure what to put in here. ive scoured my favourite sites to see how they introduce themselves and i just dont know what to put where. call me incredibly spaced out, clueless, a mysterious thing that just floats about, anything would be equally accurate and inaccurate. i treat my exploration of identity with an air of negative capability that may or may not be intentional, maybe because my identity is fluid as is anyones hence i am not capable of completely understanding it, or maybe it is a personal failure and simply incapability, which im content with, making it negative capability. believe it or not i experience a lot of dissociation and i write poetry.